And I didn’t realize it was abnormal at that time, but the comments attached to those pictures were all going on about how disgusting it was. So that would be when I was first aware that I was different. It was never a case of “I’m just giving this a try to see if I would prefer humans.”My first kiss was from a man named Mark.
I grew up in the city, so I didn’t have much access. He was aware of my sexual preference and interested himself in dogs after a fashion.
And, as I discovered, mares taste very, very nice, like mown grass or fresh hay, and they really enjoy oral stimulation. That’s how I know sexuality can change, because mine changed. That’s something that a lot of people don’t understand.
I’ve always made sure, except for the first few times when I was a neophyte, that my partner has an orgasm, whether it’s a human or a horse, because I want her to have a really good time, and oral is something she almost always enjoys. I saw a clinical psychologist following a recent trauma around two friends suddenly dying, and this perhaps reactivated the trauma of the death of my first love. That’s sort of how I see it, but I guess it’s silly to project human-relationship standards onto an animal.
I remember everyone was trying to console me, and I left the house and went out to the pasture and just screamed. My wife is the one who encouraged me to go and buy some horses. It’s never been a secret or, like, something I surprised her with or made her feel like she had to agree to or we were going to break up.
I don’t want to sound trite, but communication is very important in marriage. She’s offered to stand guard to make sure that I get privacy because one of the issues I have at the moment is that my mares can’t live on my property.
So, she turned around and she actually backed into me while I’m sitting down. I was about 38 at the time, and I was about 10 to 15 pounds too heavy for the bucket.
Yes, anyone could tie up a horse to make sure it couldn’t hurt you and then do whatever they want to it. But I’ve met maybe 150 to 200 zoophiles, and I’ve never seen that.
As a result of legal restrictions — sex with an animal is illegal in most U. states and European countries — the lived experience of being a zoo is rarely heard outside of underground online forums or secret meet-up groups. There was a carnival in a parking lot across the street from my house and it had a parade of them walking around in circles.
I begged my parents to let me go so I could ride the ponies, but when I got on a horse’s back I was absolutely horrified. I think I was bothered by how awful the situation was for them.
But the really interesting thing is that after having oral sex she turned away from me, lifted her tail, and walked backward into me and actually onto me. I’ve had the luck and the privilege to know two veterinarians and a doctor who were open to the idea, so I talked to them and I investigated zoonosis — the transference of diseases from animals to people. Horses have parasites, but they generally don’t, like us.
STDs are only a risk if you share horses, and I don’t do that.